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[Aug. 18th, 2007|05:04 pm] |
23 now, got her life in her hands
She's looking all around and she doesn’t understand
Cause life’s too busy, things get in the way
We all feel alone every single day |
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[Jul. 11th, 2007|12:23 am] |
Amazing still it seems
I'll be 23
I won't always love what I'll never have
I won't always live in my regrets
You'll sit alone forever if you wait for the right time
What are you hoping for
I'm here
I'm now
I'm ready
Holding on tight
Don't give away the end
The one thing that stays mine |
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| life... |
[Jul. 6th, 2007|06:05 pm] |
...is different.
alot can change in a year.
and im living proof of that.
coming up quick on 23.
11 days to be exact.
and learning to be a grown up.
hahhah yeah. right.
ive tripped over that about 30 times.
i get one leg up...and then i fall right down again.
everything will fall into place soon.
im just not good at being pushed in 2 different directions. |
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[Apr. 15th, 2007|09:09 pm] |
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You need a bigger sense of the world to freshen your perspective. Your life is lovely and cozy, but it's time you got out there. A situation needs your skills, and you need this situation to broaden your possibilities. |
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[Mar. 27th, 2007|11:00 pm] |
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"Never let others determine if you are going to be happy or not." |
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[Mar. 25th, 2007|05:11 pm] |
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For the first time ever, you're only listening to one authority figure: yourself. This is especially true regarding emotional matters. You've been worried for too long about doing right by others. Now do right by you. |
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[Mar. 20th, 2007|08:31 pm] |
im happy.
this blows harpers ferry out of the picture right quick.
i feel like i need a melo to tell of the last 11 days events.
so ill spare you.
i never thought id be this happy. |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 6th, 2007|05:59 pm] |
this is to dreamin...
this is to livin....
this is to packin up my shit and movin on... |
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| theres a fire in your eyes |
[Mar. 1st, 2007|09:19 pm] |
March?
Fuck me its March already.
Life has been so busy.
That sounds lame.
But...I cant tell you where the last 6-7 months have gone.
When I was sick this fall...
It felt like time couldnt go any slower...and then this morning...
I wake up and its March.
I still cant believe its been MORE than a year since last January now.
I cant believe how much things have changed...and how much theyre going to continue to change.
I still have the greatest friends in the world.
I feel like I should write some great epiphany I've had since I last wrote something of interest in here...but I cant think right now.
Darkbustaaaaaah tomorrow in Lowell. |
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[Feb. 5th, 2007|07:56 pm] |
oh my god.
is this my life?
what is going on here? |
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| pop the champagne...livin my life |
[Jan. 16th, 2007|10:33 pm] |
im going to start with one simple statement.
i have the most amazing friends.
and then ill go on to tell you about how amazing and awesome and totally cool and totally sucky at the exact same time that my life has been for the last 5 months.
things that i never even dreamed of happening to me are happening.
and its like what? wow. its really hard for me to accept it all actually.
and thats putting a strain on a relationship or 2.
ill work it out soon.
im truthfully used to pushing to help other peoples pretty endings.
not my own.
so this is taking effort to not try to debunk at every second.
anyway...5 months ago..i had some surgery as most of you know.
it got pretty fucked up. ive never been allergic to anything in my life. and i had to start with the sitches that were holding me together? NICE.
and i did a whole lot of not leaving agawam this semester. booooo
i even had to take a semester off from school, and a month off from work.
ball sacks.
i met somebody (a while ago) who makes me wicked happy.
and thats nice.
it was totally unexpected.
but thats the best part.
i just wish he was much closer.
fergies teaching me how to spell glamorous. |
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| hello 2007. |
[Jan. 2nd, 2007|02:41 am] |
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exactly one year ago tonite i met one of the best people to ever happen to me. and for that i am totally greatful. |
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[Dec. 3rd, 2006|06:56 am] |
If you had asked me a year ago...If this is what my life would be like today?
I probably would have laughed and told you to lay off the acid or something. |
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[Nov. 25th, 2006|03:43 pm] |
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As the result of all your efforts, you find your life interwoven with a group of wonderful people. And it all happened so organically, too! See how things flow wonderfully when you make an attempt to follow your bliss? |
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[Nov. 3rd, 2006|05:53 pm] |
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Occasionally you have a hard time knowing where to start, not to mention getting started, period. Not today, however. You're suddenly filled with the knowledge that the right starting point is exactly where you are. |
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[Oct. 28th, 2006|04:59 pm] |
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Discipline your efforts. You can accomplish more than you dreamed possible right now, but you have to make sure to draw up a plan and stick to it as much as possible. Hard work is the name of the game. |
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[Oct. 24th, 2006|11:39 pm] |
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life does not give you the people you want. it gives you the people you need...to teach you, to hurt you, to love you, to make you laugh...to make you exactly the person you should be. |
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[Oct. 21st, 2006|12:30 am] |
Stick to your guns, no matter how persuasive someone else's argument seems. If you really examine the logic, you'll find that most of it doesn't apply to what you were discussing anyway. Be true to yourself.
And for the first time in my life, I know what I need to do.
As always, its all about getting better...
and getting out of this shithole.
Here's to hoping for better things from this upcoming new year. |
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[Oct. 15th, 2006|05:05 pm] |
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Is what you're hoping to gain worth what you'll have to give up in order to get it? If the answer is 'Absolutely' -- well, you should go ahead and man the torpedoes. After all, that's how you measure success. |
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[Oct. 10th, 2006|11:40 pm] |
im making big decisions after all this.
actually...the decisions are made.
its just a matter of making them work in a timely fashion.
im sick of talking about change.
and nothing happening.
this is what i wanted.
now im going to do it.
talking to veen the other night really helped change my perspective.
and talking to my mom today made me really really angry.
more and more im begining to wonder how i developed my own personality.
and how glad i am that i did.
i just wonder...i wonder alot of things.
nothing too new on the health front.
im still pissed off about that.
i mean im happy to be more healthy than sick.
but im sick of hearing 'i dont know' every week.
and not hearing "well i can see you in 2 weeks, or 3 weeks." |
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